I did my slow, calm, happy search for the right book, I had to leave behind a couple dozen because my bank account is what it is, so I went to the counter to pay this beautiful illustrated book about famous and historical diaries, and one of the clerks starts telling me how she loved that book and how she wanted to start writing a journal herself because it’s such a nice thing to do, and that book was awesome. So, yesterday I went to my favourite bookstore, even if it’s part of a large distribution chain it has a lot of nice stationery and a lot of books, and because it was the day before Easter was completely empty, so the two salesclerks were behind the counter, chatting. I have this really strange addiction of taking my favourite characters and pushing them to their limits, watch them change and struggle, learn, become a different version of themselves - sometimes heal and get better, sometimes the damage is too much, who knows? I did mention earlier I do like to take a darker path with my characters: and I don’t talk about them going off the rails.
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I don’t always follow along with the plot, but I do like a few of the characters, so am I extremely interested in playing (and probably sort of abuse) something that has to do with the fandom. My current obsession is The Vampire Diaries (More Fandoms: MCU, Arrowverse, Derek Hale bc he’s a i decided he’s a fandom, Supernatural, Lucifer). I like the Supernatural (the genre, and the series, tbh). I also like fluff, and kisses, and love, and long complicated love stories.
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I like torments, I like pain, I like torture, I like angst, I like the tears and I like the blood and I like the broken pieces of my character torn into pieces and then rebuild slowly, with a slow recovery as they try to make sure the bandages of their trauma and wounds don’t fall apart into one big mental breakdown. Now, smut aside, we can talk about the plot. It’s simply not my cup of tea (In other words, MaleDom in Heterosexual pairings). I do not play a male Dom for a fem sub, or a fem sub for a male Dom.Īnything else is fine.